I can feel this pain is real

Feeling locked up got nowhere to go
System shut down caught between these walls
So much love to give
So much hate received
Where has it gone wrong

Looking around nothing but shit
What have I done to deserve it
Doesn't matter give it back to me
Cause I'm the one stuck with it

There's no one who can see through me
But still there is no one who will let me be
In my mind put me behind bars
But I'm the one with the scars

The way I feel
No one can see
The way I'm living deep inside of me
I'm gonna try till I'm gonna die
I'm gonna try

Society has put me in chains
For me there's nothing left to gain
"We never see you smile"
Yeah sure it's been a while
You can't imagine how I feel

I can feel this fucking pain is real