i'm killing myself slowly 

way too fucking slow 

you never see my weakness 

i never let it show 

buried so deep inside me 

i can't remember where 

on my way straight to hell 

and i'll wait for you there 

where can i find the answers 

i've looked everywhere 

drugs, religion, sin and penance 

i've tried them all they're not the cure 

i've been beaten down by life 

but i'me still fighting abck 

i want to die with dignity 

keep your tears i'm on track 

destined to go nowhere 

determined to get there first 

where can i find the answers 

i've looked everywhere 

drugs, religion, sin and penace 

i've tried them all they're not the cure